Nenriel was standing on a ledge. A cliff behind her with the top far above her head. Below was a sheer drop that seemed to vary in height. Somehow she knew she couldn't call for help. She was alone. Her friends were so far away they either couldn't or wouldn't come if she called. She couldn't cry, she couldn't scream, She could only stand there as the wind buffeted her.

Suddenly a bit of her ledge crumbled away tumbling down into the abyss. She clung closer to the wall. Soon her lttle lege would be gone. Who would catch her if she fell? Who would help her climb back to the top before she too tumbled into distant memory like those rocks?

No one.

It was just her and the wind and the snow.

There had been shadows pass by below, but did she dare jump? And voices had floated up on the wind, but could she trust them?

Who knew? so she stood on her little ledge and waited, waited to see if she would be caught when she fell.

Another bit of rock fell tumbling as it went... It would be soon.

Well I thought I would write this down while it was still fresh in my mind. I had a strange dream last night. It was comforting in a way. I dreamt of a man, well almost a boy. He was mine, though our relationship must have just started or something. I won't go prattling on about details. But he was blonde and thin, with blue eyes. About a quarter of the way through, he turned into Jordan... yes eek. And almost immediately I started screaming at him. I don't remember what I said, but I'm sure "Go away" was part of it. He just cackled and dissapeared.

But then I saw the boy again. I was sobbing by then and I ran to him. I rushed into his arms and said "I don't know who you are but please" ("Hold me" was understood) The dream changed and once again I won't go into details, but I dreamt about him all night. He was almost Menanite in his attitude, almost backward he was so quiet, but he was sweet.

In the end he gave up his Fiancee for me. (I know call me a butt!)

But anyways that's my dream of the month. I enjoyed it, it gave me hope for a while. 

But on to RL. I have the picture of my suit on my computer it's only a matter of uploading it. which since I'm at home may take a while and I have to go to church. 

Today is the first day of "WiFD" or "Week in Feminine Dress" on the "Sense and sensibility patterns message forum" So Today I'm wearing a dress I bought at the dress barn a while back. It's brown and pink and very 1940's in style. Yes pictures coming later :D

More pictures to come on this, My uncle bought himself a harley two days ago. (Midlife crisis right?) and he bought the T-shirt, Do-rag and dorky helmet to go with it. :D To answer your question, NO I haven't ridden it yet... and with him I don't intend to. :D

I Did get my hair cut friday, it looks good! and for some reason very much like Jess's... :look  Yes, pics coming!

Also! the wheat free diet is going very well. I've gona almost a week... aaand not only have I quit sniffing, but my skin's clearing up... so once again.. not looking good. Aunt Kathy doesn't seem to know what to do with me! Friday night I had a baked potatoe and beenie weenies for supper... but that's okay, we'll get it right sooner or later.  Dad and I are hopefully going to the grocery store after church (that and I may con him into going to the flea market and some antique stores as well :D )

OH! And one more thing on the vintage search. A neighbor and her husband came by on monday night and as we were talking she said she had a vintage dress and some hats that she wasn't using anymore and that I could have them! She brought them by this week. One hat it wearable, the other... reaaaally gaudy. The dress I can work with, but lastly she gave me a lace shawl!! I'm so happy, cause I was litterally just about to buy one! how exciting!!

But anyhoo, I shall go. Gotta finish getting ready for church. So to finish today here's some well know Anne Shirley Words of Wisdom. Tomorrow is always fresh, with no mistakes in it. So no matter what you do today, there's always Tomorrow. And that's true in a Biblical sense as well. No matter what you do in this world, there's always tomorrow to make it right!

Have a Happy Sunday!

Edit: PICS!! #1 WifD